I loved you, I trusted you,
and yet you let me down...

Razors in my hand cuts on my wrists.
I see blood dripping down like red colored mist...

Whatever happens to me tonight
at least I know I put up a damn good fight...

Tired of holding back the pain,
Holding it in drives me insane...

Day by day,
Night by night...

I miss the way life used to be.
It was carefree...

Days go by slowly,
nights so cold and lonely...

It feels like no one listens
no matter how hard i try...

Their the ones you ignoor
The ones you pay no mind...

Daddy i love you
and I'm still your little girl...

They say a parents love is none like any other
Oh what fun that you should love your bigger...

My soldier so brave so strong.
It felt you were gone way too long...