I've thought,
realized a bit...
I've always dreampt,
dreams so real...
I've been ignoring and escaping reality
while being lost in a completely different world...
How do I move on,
how do I keep going...
I've been sinking for awhile
and rain began to follow...
I'm scared...
there's many reasons why...
My stomachs all twisted and tied
and it's not like butterflies...
What was sacred is now diminished
faded away but always comforted...
Desperation and desolation
Solitude of tears holding...
I am suddenly swamped
in the sea's of emotion...
Walking down this empty path
not knowing what will last...
Don't know what to do
Don't know where to turn...