Today would have been our 9 months.I want to text him and tell him i hope hes okay and that i love him. But i dont let myself. Bcuz if i give in and text him hes gona know he still has me.and he needs to come to me now..

&& I told you i dont love you anymore. I told you i love u as just a friend. I want you to think i dont love you,i want you to feel how i feel and maybe when you do ur realize just how much u messed up.

And I dont know how much more of this i can handle...

And im tryin to be so strong...but knowing you have another girl kills me. I dont want someone else takin my place..i wanna be your girl like we used to be. Im falling apart and i dont know what to do

&& I just wish u knew how much it kills me knowing u have another girl. Maybe if u knew how much i loved u and how much u mean to me...it wouldnt be this way.

&& I miss you more then anything in this world..I miss havin u there for me when i need you...i miss bein in ur arms...lookin in ur eyes bein able to tell you i love you. I just miss everything bout u..

My dad knows how much you hurt me. But he also knows how much i love you. He doesnt like you,but he respects my feelings. Just dont keep hurting me...otherwise hes gona hurt you.

The best feeling is the feeling of being inlove. But if i cant have you ill take the next best thing...being numb</3

&& I remember the day my dad came downstairs to tell me my mom passed away.Since that day i havent been the same.He misses who i used to be,but im sorry when my mom left she took a huge piece of me.

&& Everytime i get called beautiful, gorgeous or pretty... it takes me back to the days that you called me it and makes me wish i could hear it from your lips one more time</3