&& I was so strong, i was doing so well without you. One little phone call, 3 words, and im falling apart</3

Hello depression.... i knew you wouldn't stay away for long </3

&& Last time we talked i told him to stay out of my life... and he came back, he came back and said he misses me. I don't know what to do </3

Someone, tell me what to do. He has my heart, and i know he was sincere when we was saying he missed me...but i have no idea what to do</3

Maybe its a sign<3, maybe you coming back into my life,even if its a phone call is a sign your supposed to be there.

Half of me loves him and says try and be with again, when the other half says let go again hes not worth it. I'm leaning more to the loving him half, but idk anymore:(

I don't follow my heart, its been wrong before. I go with my gut feeling,and now its telling me don't fully let go he called you </3

&& I made my mind up, i told him to stay out of my life. My hearts not a toy, its either you be with me or were nothing </3

I swear its like you have this curse over me,
you call me and everything ive worked on,
goes down the drain </3

Why'd you have to call me,
i was doing so fine without u,
now your the only thing on my mind,
i hate u for doing this to me,
idk why u affect me this way,
ur supposed to be out of my life,
not find ur way back in,
but im puttin a stop to it </3