No matter how much time passes by; we'll always be in eachothers hearts wondering what if </3

It never was supposed to be this way; Its not right, but we gotta deal with life. You made this decision not me.

Yes, i kicked you out of my life bcuz you only continue to hurt me && then you broke my heart </3

Every dream,
that you're in,
i swear you're taunting me laughing saying
" Ha ha, You're not with me. "
</3

I thought we were supposed to be forever,
I'm doing fine with out you,
but then you come in my dreams,
screw with my head,
& the pain starts all over again..

& All i want,
is that blade cutting across my skin,
pouring out the blood,
to numb me indefinitely,
so i dont feel this pain anymore.

&& If you became that guy i fell in love with, & i knew we'd last forever; I don't know what i would do </3

I can't keep crying over you,
I need to forget you,
I need to get over you completely,
i must erase you,
but i dont know how.

& Why did this have to happen to us? Why can't time rewind until im back in your arms, but for forever this time </3

You have no idea how much i fcking love you,
how much i fcking miss you,
how much i need you,
&& despite how much you hurt me,
i still want you,
but not the you you've become </3