I lack that self confidence that everyone needs.
I lack that belief that I can succeed...
Don't set your hopes high, darling,
For they all crash and burn...
I should have fought for you, that's what I should...
I should have screamed no so you couldn't run...
I used to pray that I would eventually get better,
To avoid having to write my suicide letter...
My problem in life that I am desperate to change
Is that I care for people who never do the same...
I'll breathe through the pain,
And fight my way through the sorrow...
Where were you when my defenses hit the ground
And shattered into pieces, spreading all around...
Bottle those feelings and shove them aside.
Don't let them know what you truly hide...
Mother; She showed me how to hate love.
How to hold grudges and how to be tough...
Fight after fight she's losing herself.
Trying to scream but it doesn't help...
I am a weak person, I can't stand on my own.
I can't fight all of my battles always alone...
Tell me, baby, what would it take?
What would it take to make you run back to me...