Something is terribly wrong,
I can feel it deep inside...
Im not your little angel anymore mom,
I haven't been for years...
My problem in life that I am desperate to change
Is that I care for people who never do the same...
I used to pray that I would eventually get better,
To avoid having to write my suicide letter...
Don't set your hopes high, darling,
For they all crash and burn...
The darkness has begun to take control,
It has finally just swallowed me whole...
Maybe if I was skinnier you would have chose me
Well I guess I'll starve myself to see how thin I...
I have a perfect little picture
Inside of my twisted little mind...
I should have fought for you, that's what I should...
I should have screamed no so you couldn't run...
All of it's an act,
It's really just a show...
Boy you made me smile like a fool,
Forget all of my words...
A painful crack in this face of stone,
Holding in the pain is all she's ever known...