I lack that self confidence that everyone needs.
I lack that belief that I can succeed...
Fight after fight she's losing herself.
Trying to scream but it doesn't help...
Mother; She showed me how to hate love.
How to hold grudges and how to be tough...
I cut myself today just to see if I can feel
Because the nightmares inside are becoming way too...
Bottle those feelings and shove them aside.
Don't let them know what you truly hide...
I'll breathe through the pain,
And fight my way through the sorrow...