I can't keep on living this lie
When every night I just want to die

I hate it when people ask me if I'm ok expecting to hear the truth, but they never do...they never will..

I may be smiling on the outside,
But inside I'm dying.
I may say that I'm ok,
But honestly I'm lying.
I may not cry in front of you,
But that doesnt mean the tears dont shed.
I may act like I'm enjoying life
When really I want to be dead.

You made me hate myself and I don't know how to stop that.

Society has told me that I have to be beautiful to be loved

I'm not the type of girl guys fall in love with. I'm not the girl that guys say "wow she's beautiful".

No matter how many wishes I make on 11:11, wishbones, eyelashes, and birthday candles, my wish will never come true. Because everytime I have to make a wish, the only thing that comes to my mind is you..

Everyday I wake up, hoping and praying I got a text from you saying you miss me and you want to get back together. Everyday I wake up, and that never happens..

All I needed was someone to hold me when I'm down. To kiss me when I'm mad. To love me when my life is spinning in a million directions. Was that too much to ask?

& the sad thing is that I would still take you back. Even after you ripped my heart out of my chest and crushed it into pieces..I'd still let you back into my arms..