I just wanted to be treated like a queen for atleast a day. I just wanted to feel like I was special even though I'm not.

I've always wanted him to be happy. But I always hoped that he would be happy with me, not with her...

Honestly?
No, I'm not okay. And I've never been "just okay". And I don't think I will ever be "just okay"...

I drove around endlessly searching for you,
But I only found memories that beat me black and blue..

I'm always there for others, but they're never there for me.
They're never there to take the razor away.
And they're never there to help me through the pain...

How do you watch someone you care about so much be with someone who makes them happier than they were with you...

"Everything happens for a reason," god I hope thats true.
Because I don't know if I can handle not being with you.
.

Come back into my arms, baby, And show me what happiness is truly about..

I can't keep on living this lie
When every night I just want to die