All these people keep asking,
If I'm ok...

I'm trapped in this world,
Alone with all my fears...

Remember back to a time when we were younger,
To that time when life was fair...

Why can't I forget you?
Why do you haunt my dreams...

With this knife in my hand,
One that has accidentily tasted my blood...

I feel myself changing,
And I can't tell if it's for the better...

Chaotic thoughts in my head,
Anger crashing against the walls...

I'm lost again in this crowd,
Looking for a way out...

There are nights when the music flows,
Like a river of ice around my heart...

These chunks of armor keep falling off...
I can feel each hit...

These thoughts of joy,
Bring sorrow...

I Love fully and fall fast,
I also vanish without a trace...