How long has it been?
5 years since I had anything real...
What happened to me?
I used to be good...
What would you do if you had to live the same day...
We often sit here and look back on our past...
I promised I'd never leave, but I'm not even...
You want me to stay, then do all you can to push...
Chaotic thoughts in my head,
Anger crashing against the walls...
What if...
Time stood still...
I find it funny,
How this rage builds...
Torturing memories.
Alluring thoughts...
These thoughts of joy,
Bring sorrow...
Those demons are back again,
The ones that know where to cut...
I keep finding myself,
Lost in this space...
What I am,
And what I once was...