When someone means the world to you, you'll do...

I am the instrument of my own demise,
My inner voices tear me apart...

I am built of sin,
Not for it...

I got to thinking of you again,
My mind wandered down passed...

I promised I'd never leave, but I'm not even...
You want me to stay, then do all you can to push...

Someone has lit a fire in my soul,
Someone has made me desire to be whole...

Sleep evades me, as I sit here thinking, that I...
A huge pile of nothing, expect maybe sleep loss...

I feel myself changing,
And I can't tell if it's for the better...

So I left you on this road
With nothing but a prayer...

Those demons are back again,
The ones that know where to cut...

I find it funny,
How this rage builds...

Once in a while I hold on too tightly,
To these things that might be...