Where's the ones I dreamed of,
As a hopeful kid...

I feel so empty;
So alone...

Paralyzed
Absoluetly mistifyed...

I have always been seen as strange.
Unique, is what my friends would say...

What is fear?
Is it the nightmares...

Brother killing brother,
Loved ones live no further...

Blood on my hands,
With no memory of the past...

Surrounded by walls
no where to go...

Dark shadows drifting towards me
asking for help why can't they see...

I live life, day by day, waiting for the minutes...
This is where i stay, but don't know how long i...

Dear Daddy, i vaguely remember when mommy left you
and how sad you were, you were miserable and blue...

Of all the cheating and the lies I hear everyday,
Of all the silent screams without the words to...