Cheeks that flush,
Burning red...
The blade sits across the room
Beckoning me...
If you only really knew me
Maybe then you would see...
It's forbidden;
Our love...
Of all the cheating and the lies I hear everyday,
Of all the silent screams without the words to...
Let the tears fall,
and mix with the water...
I whisper
Noone hears a word...
When the mask falls
What lies beneath...
Sometimes I feel defeated
And sometimes I feel ashamed...
The words are drifting further,
As if to run away...
I remember the times we shared,
Laughing together...
A gun sits loaded
Held to your head...