Please God...give me the strength to kill myself.

I don't care if I go to Hell...any place is better than here.

And now I lay me down to sleep...covered in sadness I weep...and if I die before I wake...it would be the greatest gift I could ever take...

He says grab my sharp hand and let me take your pain away...I will never leave you...

He says hush and close your eyes...soon you will be in the cutters paradise.

You know you’re alive when the wind stings.
-Why I cut myself