As i slit my wrist
When i feel the pain...
I'm not okay
And i need for you to know...
In my dreams we could be happy
In my thoughts your smiling...
Insecure, my images haunts me
Naked, the fat repulses me...
We just started talking
we only just met...
After eat I make myself sick
It's my daily routine...
I don't know why I do these things
I don't know why I give up so much...
Please oh please let me bleed
slit my wrist and hope to die...
I'm going to pretend it doesnt hurt
I'm going to pretend that we can still be friends...
I wanna run
Run fast...
Fill me up with your hatred
Inject me with your poison...
You keep saying you care
Is it easy to look me in the eyes...