I know you hear me Alison
Since you've stopped and stared...

There's nothing quite like it I swear
Even though I try to lose it always seem to be...

You do not know what you do to me
Loving you feels like serenity...

May fifteenth two thousand and eight
No matter what I do...

Lets pretend that you don't exist
Lay on your back and die...

It's Friday night and I don't want to be here but...
God why can't anyone tell this screaming banshee...

I can't imagine what its been like seeing him grow...
Being there for his ups and downs his trips and...

Life has been anything but easy
Seems hell bent on destroying me...

She left me and I don't even care
She's finally gone through that door...

The room is spinning
Everyone else is staring but I do not see them...

There she is acting as though she hadn't a care
Whereas all I seem to do is stop and stare...

Picture me in a white satin gown
My eyes are glistening from unshed tears...