Twirling, swirling through the open air
Was there any other vision beyond compare...
There she is acting as though she hadn't a care
Whereas all I seem to do is stop and stare...
I sit here slowly dying
Everyday...
I sit here crying
Holding these bitter tears that do not seem to be...
I can't imagine what its been like seeing him grow...
Being there for his ups and downs his trips and...
Running, running for my life,
No matter what I can't let her become his wife...
Morning's here
But everything is the same...
Let's pretend that you don't exist
Lie on your back and die...
May fifteenth two thousand and eight
No matter what I do...
We have eyes to see
But what you're seeing isn't me...
It's 8 O clock you said that you'd be home by 4:30...
Did your watch stop...
The room is spinning
Everyone else is staring but I do not see them...