Feeling alone is a bad habit that stays, even though you have someone who is there only for you...you still feel alone, you fight it...but the loneliness comes back.

Loneliness is drowning me right now,
fear is what keeps me alive,
hatred is the thing that gives me feelings,
and silence is my slow killer

Everyone wants to be her; the pretty, smart and nice girl, but no one took the time to find the darkness in her heart.