They all think im happy,
fine and in great shape,
some even believe,
in the fake smiles I give.

I'm tired of being me.

The statistics show that 1 in 5 people will self harm at least once. I was just one of the unlucky ones that continued.

I prefered hurting myself than hurting you; you hurt me while watching me drown for you.

Sadness is like a favorite flavor of ice cream. You fall in love with it, not being conscious about the bad calories it has. During winter you forget about it, and life goes on. But when it comes back in mind, all you want to do is have more of it.

Love is love, love is a feeling. A feeling is a feeling, a feeling is uncertainty. Uncertainty is uncertainty, and uncertainty is confusion. Confusion is confusion, and confusion is sadness. Does love=sadness?

Love is the perfect way to say sorry, to say I care and to say I will be there.

They all say they don't understand cutting, and how you could do that to yourself. And I silently said: You'll never understand until you live stuck in it.

Some types of pains never go away. You just learn to forget.

I live to forget.