ive never been good with explaining my emotions to people, mostly negative... im an over thinking and the hardest critic on myself. and poetry has always been my one escape from myself, and the best way for me to get my frustrations out. it took a lot of guts for me to start posting poems and actually putting myself out there, but the reason i did that was for it to help improve my writing. so comment. i love criticism, its one thing that will make me realize my mistakes and help them fix them and grow as a writer. |
I shouldnt be writing about him,
i shouldnt even be thinking about him...
Sitting in the darkness and the chill of the...
You hear gun shot after gun shot cry after cry...
Why is it that we turn into the person we set out...
we do the things we swore we'd never do...
You go in thinking this is just for fun
Thinking you have control over it all...
I do not know how to help myself
I’m not knowing how to help myself...
People show up how they want,
The hardest lesson to learn...
You still love me; after all this time.
You still kiss me; when my breath smells...
I have crushed, and I have been crushed all...
I have loved all I have lost in my past...
Just the temptation for your enjoyment,
Something that you wanted, so you said...
Dont forget to look up every once in awhile, you might remember what it all looked like, but with time, everything changes. |
Some days, I can go on like it was nothing, like you were just a few pages in my story. But then there are some nights, where I lay awake in the dark, realizing you had your own chapters. |
The guy you were will always be the guy i regret letting go, not the guy you turned into. so take that into consideration next time you say something |