I do not know how to help myself
I’m not knowing how to help myself...
People show up how they want,
The hardest lesson to learn...
You still love me; after all this time.
You still kiss me; when my breath smells...
I have crushed, and I have been crushed all...
I have loved all I have lost in my past...
Just the temptation for your enjoyment,
Something that you wanted, so you said...
Thing is I have a soft heart,
I fall into things way to fast...
I'm sitting here with a pain in my chest.
And I just can't seem to let go of you...
I told myself, I'd never be that girl.
I promised myself, no matter what I would fight...
Without love there would be no pain.
Without pain the world would be at peace...
How come when I try to forget I always remember?
Because you want to always remember...
You go in thinking this is just for fun
Thinking you have control over it all...
Through the blindness of the world,
I'll stay elegant...