I'm so broken and scarred.
I never thought it could be this hard...

I lay here wide awake in my bed,
with thoughts of you running through my head...

Why do you make me feel this way?
Plead explain it to me...

I look at the girl in the mirror.
The one that looks so strong...

Tell me why.
Why do you make me want to cry...

Who is this girl you speak of?
Who is this girl you might love...

I hate you so much!
I don't even want to feel your touch...

I'm so tired of being hurt by you,
while you're perfectly fine...

Why can't I be pretty enough?
Why can't I be skinny enough...

I miss you when you aren't near.
Why can't these feelings disappear...

I look at you and smile,
I'm hoping that you stay a while...

I'm lying here in your bed,
rethinking all the things you said...