All three of you are angels now,
and in silence my head will bow...
I'm lying here in your bed,
rethinking all the things you said...
I hate you so much!
I don't even want to feel your touch...
Why can't I be pretty enough?
Why can't I be skinny enough...
Why do you make me feel this way?
Plead explain it to me...
I miss you when you aren't near.
Why can't these feelings disappear...
I lay here wide awake in my bed,
with thoughts of you running through my head...
You make me sick.
Why do you lie...
I'm so broken and scarred.
I never thought it could be this hard...
I'm so tired of being hurt by you,
while you're perfectly fine...
I look at you and smile,
I'm hoping that you stay a while...
I look at the girl in the mirror.
The one that looks so strong...