Words filled with venom,
Hurled at me from all directions...
No pain
No heartache...
I think of all the times I laughed at something...
All those times I couldn't help but smile at you...
You looked at me,
I looked back...
Old memories resurface,
As I stare at the photo...
Loving you seems impossible at times,
Sometimes you anger me to the point of regret...
You hurt me.
Both with your stupid words and your never-ending...
I use to be so lost,
I use to be so quiet...
I close my eyes,
Wondering how long it'll be...
I thought I was over you,
Thought all the pain and suffering...
Millions of friends,
All hoping to see you...
When I first met you,
I had no idea...