1st Verse: It was only one night of magic,
With the woman of auburn curls...
I made a mistake, a dire wrong,
One night of stupidity, and you are forever gone...
Life consisted of an ominous pretense,
Left alone with the cacophony of my silent...
What happens,
When your grief is huge...
I know every day can't be perfect,
But I wish it could be so...
When I was five, I didn't want to go to school,
I was scared; I wanted to hide under my bed...
I entered the old farmhouse with much distress,
Having not entered Grandpas house in many years, I...
If there was a way,
I'd connect your heart directly to mine...
You have continued your straightforward course,
Into the recesses of my inimical, cold heart...
You use me,
You abuse me...
How can you cry for someone so selfish,
So inconsiderate of other's feelings...
Thoughts of you are like some great, euphoric...
Intoxicating, stimulating, titillating...