When your breath is too weak to blow out the...
and the dripping of your blood does instead...
My head has gone haywire,
save me from myself...
Taking in the screaming voices, that surround your...
Putting all your energy into, not picking up that...
I'm sitting in this mess,
surrounded by mistakes...
I know u noticed my arms,
and yes the wounds are healed...
The first time I ever cut,
was to punish the evil me...
Nothing in my head makes sense,
I'm crying out to die...
I know what they think, when they look at me,
A girl unrecoverable, that needs to be free...
I never thought the day would come,
today he handed me a blade...
Standing on the edge of life, watching my life...
thoughts revealing the final truth, no more reason...
The doctors say I'm all better,
that's what I want them to believe...