How can I expect anyone else to love me when i CAN"T love myself?

Whats the point in keeping the smile on your face and pretending your ok when they're gonna know ur not when you leave anyway?

I would never wish myself upon anyone

The reason i met you was to say goodbye

The cuts are now healing. The scars are now sealing everything inside. That is where it will stay from this day on.

It's just another day, nothing will go my way. To leave this place i prey

I love sleep, I hate the dark,. Two contradicting statements that don't make this life any easier.

Staying here wanting to leave, while fighting for you not too leave is prooving way 2 difficult

I sit on the floor, i open the draw, I pull out the blade and hope the memories will fade.

My body is still here but my heart is gone-im empty. the ppl i luv are holding me 2gether, without them my body would dissapear 2. is it worth it?