The path i walk is dark, the lights blackened long ago. The darkness is intoxicating, consuming my body, mind and soul

Y so much heartache and pain? y such a fight 2 survive? i wish i could take every1s pain and die with it. take ur pain 2 my grave, 4 happiness in ur future and death in mine.

If u leave i will folllow cas i cant live without u and i cant live with me knowing i could hav helped u but watched u slip away instead.

-luv ya sarah

They say I'm destroying myself but it's not me, it's something else. The only thing I am destroying is you and Im sorry

U dont understand!!! The scars arn't there so I won't be here, they are there to keep me here

I can't do it anymore, I can't pretend it's ok. i know this but i'll keep lying, to keep the truth away.

It's the times I need you most, that i pull away, its the times i hurt too much that I can not say. it's when I pretend the most when I wanna leave so bad, it's right now, I can't fite it, I'm too bloody sad.

I sit on the floor, i open the draw, I pull out the blade and hope the memories will fade.

Staying here wanting to leave, while fighting for you not too leave is prooving way 2 difficult

How do you hold on to someone wen they wanna leave, knowing that u can hold on but 2 hold on will mean letting go of life?