Apart of me is still with you

I hate you for coming into my life

My tears dried

And my heart died

I'm fat
I'm ugly
I'm useless
I'm unloved
I'm worthless
Im depressed

No I'm not ok

I want to die
I hate myself

It never hurt until you said three words

" I don't care"!........

You can erase someone
from your mind but getting
them out of your heart is
another story

I just want to tell you this,

Just remember who was by your side the whole time
When everyone left you to die from hurt and pain

I hate what life has brought me
I hate what living life has made me
I hate living life cuz this pain inside is killing me slowing

What hurts the most in life
Is when the only one you care about
In this world is always ignoring you and pretends
You dont exists......

I'm so confused!

Should I smile because were friends?

Or cry...?

Because that's all we will ever be.....