Why does life have to be so F**ked up

I'm sorry if what I said hurt u

I'm sorry if what I said made you fall

I'm sorry if what I said made you take ur life away

I'm so sorry.... I will never forgive myself even if it ment u forgiving me....

I might seem fine to u

But to me I feel like a messed up person who can't escape the feel of hurt and all crying that I shed each night

You said u will never hurt me

You said I will distroy anyone that hurts u

You said we will never part till the day we die

That's funny cos u left me, hurt me and u destroyed me and everything around me

What if....... Losing u ment my life is no longer worth living for

I caught myself smiling in the mirror.....
But than thought of u

The same girl who laughs n talks alot and seems very happy

Is also the girl who crys herself to sleep

I'm alright........
. . . It only hurts when I breath

All I ever wanted was to be loved
All I ever wanted was to be wanted

And all I ever wanted is gone

Sometimes I cry just to hear u tell me It will all be ok