I'm left with nothing but this heart that cries
Crying because I'm so teared up inside...

Every scar I make
I'll soon regret...

I see you in my dreams
I see you in the sky...

I may look normal
I may look nice...

I was sitting by you and in front of me there you...
So calm and normal as you were...

I've dreamt so much about the two of us
My heart is hypnotized...

We used to have fun almost every other day
The two of us laughed and we played...

It'd be nice to be wanted and loved
It'd be nice to have a smile on for once...

**the song "Blue Eyed Suicide" by Across...
Cutting, it feels good I know...

I'm smiling so bright for the first time
I look in the mirror what do I see...

I’m sinking deeper and deeper in my bed
Trying to fall asleep I can’t...

I thought of you forever
The years we spent together...