Its been broke
It aches...
It always feels like way too much
All these feelings have filled me up...
It happens so quickly
Just turn on the news...
I saw you with her today
And I was just staring...
Everything sinks in
Everything within...
Sitting in the corner
Your head hanging down...
I stand in the distance
Looking at the loving couples...
I loved you
But you never cared...
Lying on my bed
Crying myself to sleep...
I cry and cry
Asking why God why...
I understand
Its hard...
You wonder why I'm messed up
You wonder why I'm this way...