*A poem that I wrote to sum up not all, but most...
Why us...

I'm falling apart inside
Can't hide these tears streaming from my eyes...

Your eyes make me loose control
And your touch never lets go...

I remember our true romance
And how our love was so strong...

I look out the window
And what do I see...

You wake up
Get ready to go to school...

I remember those days
When mommy kissed my pain away...

When will I smile
When will I laugh...

Its one of the reasons out of a million
Its one of the reasons why this depression has...

I feel your words
I feel them in my heart...

Dreaming all these dreams I can't explain
All these things that go insane...

Ring around the rosie a pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes...