You said you loved me and my heart grew
you said you had to leave me
and you did in pain, how could you
: (

When I die will it be MY fault?

This aching pain will never stop
clenching my teeth
clenching my fists
Trying to encourage myself that I can fight through this

Numb me so I can't feel anything
because right now I can feel everything

They heard everything
her call for help
but they just ignored her

As my heart calls your name
My tears felt the pain
And your the one to blame

You can look at the happiest person
but they can be the saddest inside

You can stare at your reflection all you want
Sadly the tears won't fade

Its amazing and sad how ones death can change a person
but its even more sad how the person will act and feel

Everything we did
Everything we were
Fell apart
You left me in tears
You leaving me was my worst fear
You knew at that moment you didn't want me back
And like a fool a begged for you
So I'm left with regret and a broken heart