My mind swirls backwards
to a place where knees hugged my chin...
It's that time of year
when veins of a leaf...
I've become uncomfortable
with pillow clouds that dance...
What happens when the swing
breaks from laughter under...
The feelings I have choked upon
for days upon endless days have...
Summers drenched
upon sweaty fingers...
I've scraped surfaces
of what needs to be...
I embrace wisps of frigid cold in winter,
for I am alive...
We truly are caligrafy-
wordy emotions dripping...
Our love is so strong
it can't go wrong, he whispers...
Caught inside the secret hopes
of a head banger fantasy, I was...
Hello Mom P-
It's been a year and ten months...