Death is not an option
it's a promise...
    When the air is frozen
my heart gets sad...
    Weeks of uncertainties 
promises become more unreal...
    I can hear the rain
watch the branches move...
    I've been waiting
patiently sitting back...
    A puzzle of emotions
scattered all over...
    If only I knew then what I know now
how would my life be...
    You can't teach what you don't know
narcissists don't care at all...
    One day last week
I could feel the air inside my home freeze...
    I've been lying to myself
for the sake of my child...
    The wind is gone
cooler air has moved in carrying a distinct smell...
    I actually met the wind
objects were crashing in the streets...