Ik zit hier op de trein met Martin,
wij zijn onderweg naar Schiphol...

Flying back tommorow,
and it can't happen soon enough...

These last few days away from you,
i don't like what I'm going through...

I know sometimes things seem bad,
but those bad things are just words...

Signed the papers today,
the first part is complete...

It feels strange to be here again,
as though i never really left...

Back in Holland again,
but this time not for fun...

Soon i have to go away,
and i will miss you everyday...

We are older now but still inside,
there is something that we cannot hide...

Tonight i hoped to go out with you,
that was what we planned to do...

When we kiss,
i kiss for real...

I thought that i was happy,
i had more than most around...