In the darkness I lie in wait
fear has plagued me...

I know a girl as pretty as the stars
she as bright as the moon...

Days come
days go...

One day
one minute...

All the pain they just don’t know
I try to deal with it but it doesn’t work...

Feelings how I curse them
they mess with me and confuse me...

Feel like dying
my brain is frying...

There is a girl that i would travel to the ends of...
she means more to me than the air that i breathe...

Dear God,
please give me the strength to carry on...

Blood, its on the walls
its on the floor...

Lots of people leave suicide notes when they kill...
I wouldn't...

No one know what its like
or how it feels...