Just because i look like an angel doesnt mean i am. Looks can be decieving

When you look at me you see an angel
But if you knew me
then you'd know what i've gone through
all the pain i've suffered
You'd learn that looks can be decieving...

"When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade"
Well what if life gives you a broken heart and a knife???

I thought he was the one until he walked away and never looked back...

I miss him so much
I want him back
I dont care if he was the one that broke up with me
I wish he still wanted me like I want him
Does he even miss me?
I'll never be able to forget him.
I love you Mark...

You called me your white rose because you said i was so beautiful and pure like an angel.
Now i'm a black rose burned and dead because you broke my heart.

I feel chills run up my spine
I feel goosebumps roll up my arms
every time i run my hand over the scars
that criss-cross up and down my wrists

Please check out my latest poem Forever Gone / (Extended Version) please leave comments and i will return the favor
-Angel

Now as the sun,
Rises for the dawn.
I realize now,
You're forever gone...

From my new poem Forever Gone (Extended Version) Check it out :)
-Angel

I'm so tired of living but i can't kill myself
Why cant i seem to be able to?
i slit my wrists every night
i go deep enough to leave a scar
but not deep enough to let the blood flow out of me
Why?...