Can you honestly not see?
Just how messed up I am?
How many tears fall, how much blood there is?

Please... just let me die.... </3

Why am I so close to tears?
Have all of my fears
finally come to bring me down?
To make a permanent frown
upon my face...
I guess, I don't anymore have a place.

Do you even see the tears I cry?
These bags under my eyes?
Ya, guess what.
They are all there because of you.

I wonder what my parents would say... If they found a suicide note today. Would they laugh at it like my running away note when I was 6???? </3

Did anyone ever realize that the word "sadness" has the same letter count and starts with the same letter as "suicide"?

Yes, words do hurt...
But its the thoughts that kill.

A few simple acts,
caused me more pain than you ever thought possible...
do you feel responsible for a death yet?

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Im so scared right now.....
what if its worse?
what if its deadly?

Why couldn't I be five again???
When life didn't kill me so bad....