I can feel everything come rushing back...
all of the hurt and the lies.... </3

I should have stayed home, i should have talked to you and maybe you wouldnt be where you are..... </3 :'(

You actually had me believing that you were different.... i have to stop trusting people! </3

Why do i always hurt those i love? why?!? maybe it'd be better if i die.... so then i dont cause the pain.... </3

Im sorry that i couldnt stand on my own longer...

I honestly thought i could save you, lord was i wrong. Instead, im just more dead. I'm gone.

Go ahead, you cant hurt me. cant you see? I'm already dead. So stab that dagger right through my heart. I dont care.

Could it be true? could someone actually like me and make me smile?

I cant take this pain anymore.
the nightmares have become unbearable.
even with you out of my life.
i cannot get rid of that night.
i cant get rid of the hurt
someone, please. have mercy and shoot me

Your lying to me, i know you are. please, stop making me guess. dont leave me standing in the rain. im so sick already.