Why can't everone let me go? why? all everyone is doing is just making it harder for me to let go... to end.

Why can't you see?
That your still apart of me
Through the smiles
and the laughs
Why can't you sense my tears?
You know all my fears.
I just don't understand.
Why are you not holding my hand?

I miss you!
I Love you!
I hate you!
I hurt you!
I save you!
I bite you!
I kill you!
but you killed me first.

The owl sits perched on his window,
Showing there's soon to be a widow.
Chills run through his body
Knowing that nobody
Will come to his aid
As his debts are not paid
And for the owl, now on his shoulder.

The nights get longer,
When the air gets colder,
The way his touch has no warmth.
She knows the end is near.

Whispering her blessing,
asking him to spare her,
as he is gently caressing
her soft, golden shoulder

An innocent child's breath,
taken away all too soon,
as their father steps away,
wielding a spoon.

Although the wind is blowing hard,
You still have one last card,
This card is life or death,
So, you plead the fifth.

My life is over,
wishing for a four-leaf clover,

My breath stops on a clock,
Sitting there on the dock,
Cold even in my frock,
While I fall off the rock.