One night of drinking,
leads to many scars
upon my wrist from cutting.

Lord help me.

The most suicides happen during July.... not December like most people believe.

There are silent tears coming from my eyes.
Only because I know you'll have to leave soon. </3

I wish we could stay like this forever.
Stay in each others arms, never having to move.
It feels so right, why can't you stay?

Can you honestly not see?
Just how messed up I am?
How many tears fall, how much blood there is?

Please... just let me die.... </3

Why am I so close to tears?
Have all of my fears
finally come to bring me down?
To make a permanent frown
upon my face...
I guess, I don't anymore have a place.

Do you even see the tears I cry?
These bags under my eyes?
Ya, guess what.
They are all there because of you.

I wonder what my parents would say... If they found a suicide note today. Would they laugh at it like my running away note when I was 6???? </3

Did anyone ever realize that the word "sadness" has the same letter count and starts with the same letter as "suicide"?