Yes, words do hurt...
But its the thoughts that kill.

A few simple acts,
caused me more pain than you ever thought possible...
do you feel responsible for a death yet?

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Im so scared right now.....
what if its worse?
what if its deadly?

Why couldn't I be five again???
When life didn't kill me so bad....

I can feel everything come rushing back...
all of the hurt and the lies.... </3

You cannot kill something if its already dead....

Everyday I die a little more, but nobody has the heart to see.... </3

Why do I always care for people who don't care for me?

Make these dreams stop.
Make everything just stop.
I'm sick and tired of living a lie.
Please, just let me die.

Please look behind the make-up, behind the smile and the laughs and see who i truly am. </3