Let me die upon this night,
let me leave this world in fright.
Nobody could ever see how not right
I was, but who cares when the sun is bright?

Truth is, I'm finished.

Please help me,
don't leave me in the cold,
don't let me tighten that rope.
please, don't let me die....

One little step, and its all over.
Tell me I matter, or push me off the edge.

I'm breaking to the point of no looking back.... Gonna go out in the rain and cry. Hoping it will help... If not know friends, that I love you all.

Why do I even try?
Someday I will surely die.
So why can't today be the day I stop crying?

Why couldn't I have gone just a little deeper?
Then I wouldn't be crying while sitting here...

Is it time to say my final goodbyes yet???

I'm lost forever to the darkness....
Funny thing is, you never saw me fall. </3

Every hurtful word thats said, no matter how many times you say sorry, is permanent forever.... Don't forget that. If you say or do something hurtful, the pain never goes away.... </3

I'm sorry I don't know what to do anymore

Why does it feel like I'm slowly losing grip?