Im sorry that i couldnt stand on my own longer...

I honestly thought i could save you, lord was i wrong. Instead, im just more dead. I'm gone.

Go ahead, you cant hurt me. cant you see? I'm already dead. So stab that dagger right through my heart. I dont care.

Could it be true? could someone actually like me and make me smile?

I cant take this pain anymore.
the nightmares have become unbearable.
even with you out of my life.
i cannot get rid of that night.
i cant get rid of the hurt
someone, please. have mercy and shoot me

Your lying to me, i know you are. please, stop making me guess. dont leave me standing in the rain. im so sick already.

I cant take your endless whining.
why am i still with you?
your always doubting what i say.
how am i supposed to live this way?
every day, your the reason i die a lil.

Im sorry im not stronger.
im sorry i couldnt last longer.
im sorry im weak.
im sorry ive reached the peak.
im sorry that i hurt so much.
im sorry for using you as a crutch.
im sorry for everything.
and now, i can hear angels sing.

Does anyone have a gun i can borrow?
i promise you can have it back,
after i pull the trigger

Im sorry for all the hurt ive caused,
but now my life is paused.
I can't keep living like this,
so now its time for the blades last kiss.
It dances across my throat
like that of a boat
across the lake.
No longer do i have to fake.