Why do i always hurt those i love? why?!? maybe it'd be better if i die.... so then i dont cause the pain.... </3

You actually had me believing that you were different.... i have to stop trusting people! </3

I should have stayed home, i should have talked to you and maybe you wouldnt be where you are..... </3 :'(

I can feel everything come rushing back...
all of the hurt and the lies.... </3

Why couldn't I be five again???
When life didn't kill me so bad....

Im so scared right now.....
what if its worse?
what if its deadly?

A few simple acts,
caused me more pain than you ever thought possible...
do you feel responsible for a death yet?

</3

Yes, words do hurt...
But its the thoughts that kill.

Did anyone ever realize that the word "sadness" has the same letter count and starts with the same letter as "suicide"?

I wonder what my parents would say... If they found a suicide note today. Would they laugh at it like my running away note when I was 6???? </3