A civil war broke out inside my mind
One side still loves you and wants to believe you...

I am so cautious
Because one point in my life I was a happy child...

You were such a good friend to me
I thought I could trust you...

Take a long look into my eyes
Is anyone out there...

So long my dearest friend
I thought we could be bffs...

I used to think
That you were different from the rest...

Where do I go from here?
These feelings that I am starting to fear...

Dear anonymous
I am getting sick and tried...

My reality is much to dark for you to view
For your eyes will bleed darkness...

You were the girl who never stays single
I am the boy who cannot get a date...

I think about you everyday
From the moment I wake up...

Who ever truly listens
Who ever truly fixes the hurt...